Saw the preview for Farscape #24...
Oct. 19th, 2011 05:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
...and I realized I'm hoping Chiana dies. Which would be sad, but not nearly as sad as her free will and dignity being stripped away, her having literally no choice in who she has sex with (isn't that called rape?), her being suddenly, slavishly devoted to Nebari ideals, and no one giving a shit or thinking this might be odd, or of some concern.
Alive she will continue to be used and abused and alternately ignored and maligned. Dead she will be a free spirit, with Zhaan, D'Argo, Jool, and Sikozu for company.
Huh. Maybe her death at this point wouldn't be sad at all.
Alive she will continue to be used and abused and alternately ignored and maligned. Dead she will be a free spirit, with Zhaan, D'Argo, Jool, and Sikozu for company.
Huh. Maybe her death at this point wouldn't be sad at all.
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Date: 2011-10-19 04:38 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:54 pm (UTC)I also did not get the whole Roiin/Chiana (probably mispelled Roiin) story at least so far....I must agree that overall the comics up to this point have been disappointing, they just don't have the same "voices" of the characters of the series and by the sounds of things I have not even got to the really bad parts yet!
Also, what is all this religious turn Aeryn is undergoing about? I know her character is supposed to change and grow, but does it have to grow in this weird direction? Again, I am only at an early point in the comics story arc but I am kind of discouraged now reading about what's coming...I must agree with Nym maybe the best thing would have been to just leave it at the end of the series and miniseries..
Even if with a heavy heart I will probably end up reading all of the comic series just because it is supposed to be FS and my love for it is enourmous but I KNOW major disappointment is looming :(
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Date: 2011-10-19 06:33 pm (UTC)I don't want to put you off: If you stop reading that should be your choice based on what you've read in the comics, not from me or others.
I found the comics patchy in the "teens". There were some issues (part issues? I'm not going back to check right now) which I thought were well-done and where I thought it was really going to take off next issue. But then it didnt. Quite a lot of the issues since late teens seem to have been just filling in the paper until the end, not moving the story along at all. And I'm guessing they knew it was cancelled by then.
It's probably most enjoyable/least unenjoyable if you dont invest too much in it emotionally and just see it as graphical fanfic that you have to pay for.
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:45 pm (UTC)I am such a sucker for anything FS that I will probably stick with it and finish reading all of the comics, that's just the way I am...apart from the fact that I hate leaving things half way finished as it were...
the main problem I foresee is the emotional detachment! I know it sounds crazy but one of the reasons I absolutely frelling loved the show WAS because of the emotions it elicited whether they'd be happy, sad (more often than not) or comical, so seeing these very same characters diminished somehow or given a shoddy treatment (Chiana for one by the sounds of things!) makes me shiver.
You know, I realise that obviously the comics medium cannot even come close to a TV series or movie but to see my (disclaimer: characters belong to the Jim Henson Company and they are not mine or yours or anybody else's ;)) characters fizzle into something that should not ever be is disheartening....on a side note, I think FS is the only show I have ever watched in which ALL of the main characters captured my heart in one way or another - that had never happened before and it hasnt happened since and for that I will be forever grateful to the creators of it(end of side note!)
I will soldier on and probably agonise a little and if it gets really bad I may have to go and get hypnotised into believing the comics never happened! :)
I will keep you posted on how I my reading goes...you brought this upon yourself, my dear ADS!
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:02 pm (UTC)Come to the dark side...we have cookies...
It's hard though. I managed to talk myself out of believing the Jean Grey/Phoenix retcon which comprises like twenty or thirty years worth of stories, but somehow, this still bothers me. I think because I care so damn much.
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:15 pm (UTC)I also did not get the whole Roiin/Chiana (probably mispelled Roiin) story at least so far....I must agree that overall the comics up to this point have been disappointing, they just don't have the same "voices" of the characters of the series
Agreed about the "voices"; part of that is the medium, but part of it is not.
What bothers me the most I think, about Chiana/Jothee and Chiana/Roiin (I can never remember how to spell it either) is that I can see a bit of promise in both of those developments, something that if well written, directed, acted, I could believe. But from my perspective the execution in the comics is entirely wrong characterization wise, and in Farscape, character is everything. I will sit through the dumbest most boring plot for these characters, as long as they are still themselves. That's why I believe there's no such thing as a truly bad episode of Farscape, because there are no bad characters. In the comics I don't feel them, I don't see them, I don't believe them.
A Chiana/Jothee reunion should have been anguished and guilt-stricken and dark, not a jokey, exhibitionist romp - but that was a quick way to establish Chiana as the "sexy" one. Chiana/Roiin could have been so good, if his motivations had been compelling and his character nuanced, if she were making the decision to be with him after feeling as though she lost everything. Instead...they basically made her a blow-up doll. For a character whose freedom and control over her sexuality is everything, that feels like a slap in the face. But again, it could have worked, had she fought against it (the Chiana I watched for 4 years would kill herself before going down the road the comics have taken her).
Aeryn & the religion storyline is something I'm fuzzy on; I stopped paying close attention there for awhile and have been mainly reading them in the store and keeping up with reviews and summaries over at Gigi Enthusiasts. I know some people felt it was right and some didn't. I am more conflicted about another, later turn in Aeryn's story (and John's role in it) but I don't wish to spoil you. And Richard is right - you should make up your own mind, and not let anyone else dissuade you. Heaven knows I have a lot of unpopular and uncommon opinions!
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:03 pm (UTC)I am a little intrigued by that. I am not a particularly religious person and personally I would never "take that turn" as it were, at the same time I am not aversed to spirituality at all, so far I just don't see it with Aeryn...maybe things will improve on that front as I read on. Fingers and toes crossed.
With regards to Chi, I just have to agree with everything you said, the Jothee romping was tastelessly portrayed while so much more could have been made of that relationship...about Roiin I am not sure what is going to happen but I just don't see any appeal in him whatsoever at least until now...
So far that is my problem too I just dont "feel" the characters the way I did invariably in the series - they are not my beloved characters...as Richard said detachment would be the solution but when it comes to FS and all of its flawed but feisty and deeply "human" characters I just seem to fail miserably at it.
I will finish reading the comics but I am afraid it may be because I am a bit of a masochist as well as a hopeless FS fan!
As far as your unpopular and uncommon opinions comment, I don't know about that but I do love people who know their minds and are not afraid to speak them when backed up by a good degree of knowledge and love for the subject they broach and you are definitely one of those people, that's why I love following your posts!
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Date: 2011-10-20 01:13 pm (UTC)That's an incredibly kind thing to say, thank you =D
We can be hopeless and masochistic together ;)
I think the religion thing didn't bother me so much for two reasons 1) I was trying not to pay attention/think about the comics when it was happening, and 2) While I'm not religious now, I was for most of my life, and while I would run screaming if I ever felt myself being drawn back in...I can also see the allure and have known too many people for whom it's a huge comfort and blessing in their life. I don't see Aeryn as that type of personality...but as I said, I was trying not to think about it LOL
I'm really bothered by the later storyline because it's one of those typical "look at our strong woman" turns comics like to do, but there's always the man there, making sure she doesn't come off as too strong.
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Date: 2011-10-19 04:44 pm (UTC)But then, when I watch eps these days, they often dont seem like FS either, although to nothing like the same extent as the comics. I think in some ways FS has become some fan-thing with a life outside of canon to me now.
Hey ho. I feel like the whole thing seems to have run out of steam, with a small group of fans talking to themselves in a rapidly dwindling group.
I tried to write something more detailed and longer in reply, but none of it quite worked.
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:19 pm (UTC)It might be true, but - stalwart optimist that I am - I think that even though the group might be getting smaller, those who love(d) this show will never forget it. Take Firefly as an example: only 14 episodes, and yet the core of its fans still endures.
If there is something I feel like mourning, are the lost opportunities to bring it to life again with the attention to *quality* that it deserves.
*sigh*
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:33 pm (UTC)But then, when I watch eps these days, they often dont seem like FS either, although to nothing like the same extent as the comics.
For me, Farscape has always been more than the sum of its parts, and as I mentioned to Laura above, it's all about the characters. The show itself isn't perfect but I feel the characters are, in their strengths and weaknesses and complexities, and in the incredible, flawless performances of the cast.
When I watch FS, I can often find bits silly, tedious, or annoying, I'm often saying, "Argh, no, why" with regard to the plots. I want more of this, less of that, etc. But I never, ever doubt the characters. I'd watch any and all of them in any situation, no matter how dull or ludicrous. I believe in them...the same way The X-Files is about Mulder & Scully and their relationship, Farscape is about John, Aeryn, D'Argo, Chiana, Rygel, and all the rest, and their relationships. It doesn't matter what they're doing it, as long as they're them and preferably doing it with each other (that sounded so dirty, sorry LOL)
I read a lot of comics, not as many as I used to, but still a fair number. I'm drawn to the character driven ones, the quiet ones, the quirky ones. I don't like "event" comics. I would rather watch John & Aeryn color with Deke than save the universe.
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:15 pm (UTC)And yes, I totally agree. Need a nodding smiley.
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Date: 2011-10-19 04:44 pm (UTC)What an awful thing to do.
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:37 pm (UTC)Farscape would have worked beautifully in the Vertigo vein; I still believe that despite my disillusionment. Unfortunately they seemed to be aiming for a stereotypical DC/Marvel superhero vibe, and in my humble opinion, Farscape does not fit that mold.
I'd heard the Buffy ones were really good... reevaluating that now LOL
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Date: 2011-10-19 06:05 pm (UTC)Everyone's opinions are different, but those are my thoughts. Plus Jo Chen's covers *are* Buffy-I can be glad the series was there for that gorgeous art.
ETA: What I mean is that a lot of them did not wholly live up to their potential, but there were times when they really went past it--so a mixed bag with some really good stuff in there--kind of like getting a Halloween bag with lots of medium chocolate and finding a box of artisan truffles. So yes, mixed bag:)
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:40 pm (UTC)I've been thinking about getting back into the Buffy-verse lately, and will see if any friends have those issues you mention, thanks :)
I know that a comic will never be able to convey the same depth of emotion as a show with a talented cast, but it would be nice to see them come close. I'm good with a mixed bag :)
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:13 pm (UTC)From what you write it would seem that comic characterization has spared no one, and that Chi is only the last in a long list of victims. I had such high hopes for the comics, since they seemed to have taken the place of the now-mythical webisodes, but those hopes are beyond wilted.
Farscape is a show that gave me much, both directly and indirectly, and at this point I prefer that it remains as it is, with its 88 episodes and final mini-series. No further additions, no "extreme measures", thank you very much.
*sigh*
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:54 pm (UTC)From what you write it would seem that comic characterization has spared no one, and that Chi is only the last in a long list of victims. I had such high hopes for the comics, since they seemed to have taken the place of the now-mythical webisodes, but those hopes are beyond wilted.
I admittedly have a very strong bias towards Chiana, and what bothers me deeply may not bother others at all or very much, but I this is what I see when I read them. They've had opportunities to fix it (honestly, I was DESPERATE to like them) and squandered them. For instance, at one point Chiana essentially says "Of course I'm just whoring around with the guy that wants to kidnap Deke and will help him because I have no choice, you know who I am, what did you expect?" And John could have - should have - said "Yes, I know who you are, and this isn't it. You've been sick, you've been acting strange, I know how alone you must be with D'Argo dead, tell me what's wrong and let me help." But no. We get a pissy, glaring "whatever".
If D'Argo's physiology was making him hyper-rage constantly, and he was hurting himself and others...wouldn't everyone come together and try and help him? Wouldn't they care? Wouldn't HE care, and fight against it?
There are other obsessive Chi fans who would disagree with me (and I respect their opinions) but I think this Roiin/Nebari biology story could have been heart-breaking (in a good way LOL) and well done, if it hadn't come out of nowhere, if Roiin had had an ounce of complexity and compassion, if Chiana had fought this change in her tooth and nail, if the others had noticed and been fearful for her, hell, even for themselves! What happened to the Nebari threat? The Nebari living with you, whom you consider a sister, has been taken over by her biology, is consorting with an assassin that wants your son, is visibly sick (I'm talking the rash here, not her suddenly red blood) and you can't be bothered? It makes me so sad.
And Chiana's story isn't the storyline that bothers me the most actually, from a plot perspective. It's just the most hurtful.
Farscape is a show that gave me much, both directly and indirectly, and at this point I prefer that it remains as it is, with its 88 episodes and final mini-series. No further additions, no "extreme measures", thank you very much.
Amen.
On the plus side, the comics have made me think much more favorably of PKW (which I WILL rewatch! Cross my heart, hope to die LOL)
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:45 pm (UTC)Oh, thank you very much *flower* , but I'm ok. I have the episodes but I just haven't started watching them yet. I need a free weekend where I can morph into an amoeba in front of the tv and catch up :-)
As for Chiana's characterization - or lack thereof - it's only one of the sore points of the comics: all characters are totally *wrong* (maybe, just maybe Rygel is the only one close to his "true" self). I understand that the comics medium does not allow for depth and psychological introspection, but in this case they have taken each character's most superficial details and exaggerated them into a caricature of the people we loved to watch on screen. So we we were presented a slang-spouting Crichton, a gun-wielding Aeryn, a whoring Chiana, and so on and on and on... Even Scorpius - the UT's mastermind, the person who could out-think and out-smart practically everyone - at some point becomes a victims of his own schemes and is turned into a minion of the invading bad aliens. Please!!
If the comics story-arc must be considered a continuation of the Farscape time-line, I don't like what that particular universe has been turned into. I bought the comics partly because I wanted to show support to a continuation of Farscape in some form, but they turned out to be something else for me as a fanfic writer: they represent the kind of stories, the kind of characters, I *don't* want to write.
Hey, that's something positive after all, isn't it? *VEG*
On the plus side, the comics have made me think much more favorably of PKW
Blessed be the Divine Eternal, then! :-D :-D
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:14 pm (UTC)Fingers crossed it's soon! I'm very pleased with the season so far although it's a different, less intense experience, watching it week to week instead of mainlining it.
all characters are totally *wrong* (maybe, just maybe Rygel is the only one close to his "true" self). I understand that the comics medium does not allow for depth and psychological introspection, but in this case they have taken each character's most superficial details and exaggerated them into a caricature of the people we loved to watch on screen.
That's a very succinct way to put it (you have such a way with words!) and exactly my problem with it. Everything else is just details.
If the comics story-arc must be considered a continuation of the Farscape time-line, I don't like what that particular universe has been turned into. I bought the comics partly because I wanted to show support to a continuation of Farscape in some form, but they turned out to be something else for me as a fanfic writer: they represent the kind of stories, the kind of characters, I *don't* want to write.
Hey, that's something positive after all, isn't it? *VEG*
That it is =D And hopefully we will be enjoying your stories, and their universe, for many years to come.
I had more typed out here, but it wasn't making any sense - I think it's time for me to log off tonight :)
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Date: 2011-10-20 04:06 pm (UTC)it's a different, less intense experience, watching it week to week instead of mainlining it.
Indeed. It's one of the reasons, besides lack of time and other shows that I follow, for my... hoarding-but-not-watching until now :-)
And thank you, very much, for your kind and generous words on my stories.
I thrive on feedback such as this... :-)
*flower* * hug*
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Date: 2011-10-19 06:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-19 07:45 pm (UTC)*sigh* But that's so much easier said than done, isn't it? *hugs*
It's a shame when they can't write a circle shaped story for a circle shaped character, but instead try to cram that circle into a square. It happens all the time on tv and in comics; I'm just sad to see it in Farscape.
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Date: 2011-10-19 06:19 pm (UTC)I know it's ridiculous but my Scaper heart has broken a little today...sorry for venting, Arevhat!
And even though I know what ADS mean about dwindling number of fans, I have also heard of so many people who are watching the show for the first time only now or recently and absolutely love it..so many missed opportunities to leave a great show alone or maybe one day revive it properly as it justly deserves!
That's it I promise I will stop moaning now...maybe I will rewatch Crackers Don't Matter to cheer myself up a little..
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:28 pm (UTC)would swallow anything they're givengetting what they want, there aren't as many complaints. So I can't see Ben or Claudia being that affected really.As to Chi... yeah, I saw this coming. The comics have been mostly crap, with the odd shining example. It says a lot that I, who would have bitten O'Bannon's arm off at the start for the chance to write Crais, ended up not wanting to touch it with someone else's bargepole.
I was glad to read the tweet announcing the end, and that just should never have happened. Sad times.
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:56 pm (UTC)It shouldn't, but this made me LOL
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:41 pm (UTC)But... yeah. I bugged and bugged Keith about it in the early days, and was all over the D'Argo series like white on rice. I think really that I'm glad it never happened, but it would kill me to have to write a post like your original one.
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Date: 2011-10-20 01:03 pm (UTC)I'm sure if they actually do kill her I will cry FOREVER but for now I'm trying to find a silver lining :/
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Date: 2011-10-20 02:10 pm (UTC)Yeah, it'd be horrid if they killed her off, but I think that lining is definitely silver. Hopefully it'll be meaningful.
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Date: 2011-10-19 07:54 pm (UTC)I actually think the fandom is growing. There are more people here now than there were when I got into it (2006 I think) and like you I frequently see people saying they've just watched it for the first time. I think Netflix streaming, and the availability of the DVDs, has really helped.
Honestly, not that many people read comics and they are horrendously overpriced - all of them, the ones I love as well as the ones I hate LOL.
Watch Crackers! And Out of Their Minds! Don't be sad! *hugs* No matter what, we will always have the show. And fanfic =D
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Date: 2011-10-19 08:45 pm (UTC)I think this situation just goes to show how precious collaboration is in a tv show. Writers, directors, set designers, costumers, actors...all that combined gives us the wonder of the shows. The comics just show how when there is only one person involved, things fall by the wayside.
I would imagine that the actors had a huge influence on how their characters were written. That influence is sadly lacking in the comics.
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Date: 2011-10-20 07:03 am (UTC)I think so much of what made FS (the show) great was that so many people were inputting creative ideas. This not only made it much more creative, it also put the dampers on bad ideas and out of character things emerging.
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Date: 2011-10-20 12:57 pm (UTC)So many people had a part in it - you can't reduce the number to one and expect the same kind of magic (I'd feel the same way if it were Kemper in charge of the comics).
I love books and movies and comics but good serial television is hard to beat when it all comes together.
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Date: 2011-10-20 09:25 am (UTC)On the comics - I haven't check the preview for this one but yeah, Chiana characterization had no sense at all to me from the beginning. And especially when she run away to this guy who wanted to kidnap Deke? I read comics to know more or less what's going on since it's supposed to be canon but it's rather less and less to me. And Aeryn being into religion? Complete absurd for me. I'm not also very fond of stories where Aeryn or John become some kind of leaders in the future, it happens sometimes in future fics (for PKs or Earth interstellar forces, whatever). It can be well executed, yes and it happened it some really great fanfics but it makes me uneasy. I just can't see them in that context.
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Date: 2011-10-20 12:49 pm (UTC)Don't be jealous! I got them here: http://avatargraphics.livejournal.com/ =D
We have to make Avatar videos. We really, really do.
And especially when she run away to this guy who wanted to kidnap Deke?
She apparently can't help that because her Nebari brainwashing kicked in and she has no choice but to be with him (and sleep with him) because her biology predetermined that this is Who She Must Love and her love for D'Argo wasn't real, and argh. Seriously, Chiana would be throwing herself out an airlock before she gave into this! It'd be like John going along with the chip in his head, no torment, no conflict, no desperation, just "oh well, what can you do?"
Aeryn & the religion is something that's bothering me more the more I hear that it bothers other people; when that story was developing I was trying not to pay attention to the comics, so I haven't really thought about it. It does seem absurd. Where my head exploded in regards to Aeryn is her letting Grayza go free because "no child should be separated from its mother" - Grayza has raped, tortured, and killed countless people, and she shouldn't be put in jail or put to death, she should just be sent off alone with an innocent child who she can warp to her heart's content? I can't see Aeryn ever doing that. Feeling torn about it, feeling sympathy...but she would take and raise that child alongside her own before she left it with a woman like Grazya. That's an insult not only to the character and the readers but to all the people who have had abusive parents.
I'm not also very fond of stories where Aeryn or John become some kind of leaders in the future, it happens sometimes in future fics (for PKs or Earth interstellar forces, whatever). It can be well executed, yes and it happened it some really great fanfics but it makes me uneasy. I just can't see them in that context.
I completely agree. Stormdrain, over at GE, had a great list of his problems with the comic, and summed this up nicely (quoted with permission):
-Aeryn becomes supreme leader of the PKs although there are thousands, even millions in line ahead of her, she is a known enemy of the PKs, is permanently ineligible and is unqualified.
-Aeryn's husband is not an officer at all, is anti-PK, threatened to destroy the universe to engineer PK surrender in a war and is the most mistrusted man the PKs know of, but is Aeryn's more significant other present at all times and making the judgments for the fate of all PKs which Aeryn easily goes along with.
-Most PKs accept the above.
-Aeryn is most engaging when fired up but she is developed to being peaceful instead. Prior to being made supreme commander of PKs during war.
-John is most affecting as a vulnerable everyman and a peaceful scientist but he is developed into a kick arse unquestionable and powerful master of the universe instead.
Sorry for the long rambly reply - this gets me riled up LOL I should watch some Avatar. Are you looking forward to Korra?
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Date: 2011-10-20 02:57 pm (UTC)Oh, thank you for that link, I needed a happy icon for some time already :))) And happy Aang is one of the best things ever!
We have to make Avatar videos. We really, really do
YOU have to make Avatar videos :))) I was thinking for some time about it (though I don't have good quality source anyway, because of my Internet connection I download everything in the smallest rmvb files) but for me there's more in dialogues than in visuals. Or maybe I just need right inspiration :)
Are you looking forward to Korra?
Yes, I am! Definitely!! Everything about it looks all kind of awesome!!! :)))
That's an insult not only to the character and the readers but to all the people who have had abusive parents.
THIS. I mean - in general, no only in Grayza context. There is this thing I see so often on tv and other media - that for the child the best without a doubt is to be with the parents. As if they never met a kid who didn't fit this ideal of "I love my mommy and daddy no mater how much they hurt me". And yeah, sorry, that's my trigger.
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Date: 2011-10-21 06:49 pm (UTC)OMG YOUR ICON IS SO CUTE MY SMILE IS AS BIG AS THE MOON =D
If I can finish up one or two of the Farscape vids I have in progress I will try my hand at an Avatar one. I actually did start a Zuko one back in February, but then I had the laptop troubles and lost the file and never went back to it.
Have you seen this Avatar vid? The timing is amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVSJ668VcNY
THIS. I mean - in general, no only in Grayza context. There is this thing I see so often on tv and other media - that for the child the best without a doubt is to be with the parents. As if they never met a kid who didn't fit this ideal of "I love my mommy and daddy no mater how much they hurt me". And yeah, sorry, that's my trigger.
*big hugs*
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Date: 2011-10-22 01:41 pm (UTC)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVSJ668VcNY"
Oh, it's music from "Lord of the Dance" and my favorite piece from it! (insert a big dose of love for extreme cheesiness this show is :)), in this fragment men dance in deliciously awful blue-purple with silver lining clothes *shudder*). Anyway - yeah, definitely cool timing! Thank you for the link!
If I can finish up one or two of the Farscape vids I have in progress I will try my hand at an Avatar one. I actually did start a Zuko one back in February, but then I had the laptop troubles and lost the file and never went back to it.
Farscape vids, Farscape vids!!! Waiting impatiently ;))) Good luck!!! (If I can help in any way - just say :))
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Date: 2011-10-23 02:06 pm (UTC)I guess that’s something you can expect from somebody who resolves the years long plot of galaxy coming to the brink of devastation by everyone praying. If that's all it took, then why couldn’t that have been done when the invasion just started, saving billions of lives, destroying good characters, and reading this half a@@#$ attempt at a plot.